Titanic

So I'm sitting here watching Titanic and you know becoming an EMT has ruined that movie for me. If someone is in cardiac arrest, but they're hypothermic, you work them until they're warm. "You're not dead, until you're warm and dead." Yep. That totally ruins the movie for me now lol....cause I'm sitting here thinking "they probably could have saved him...if they knew that...and if they weren't so chicken to go back..." :P

My most favoritest baby ever in the world :)

Ashlee brought Aiden up to see mom and dad cause they've never seen him yet. He's the cutest baby ever. And before he left he hugged mom, dad, and me. Now I want a baby lol :( I was totally okay until he hugged me lol...babies are so sweet. Peaches got jealous because she gets confused when people that don't live here get to come inside lol... I really haven't spent much time with her lately because I've been depressed and it's rained a lot. I'm in the middle of cleaning my room right now though, so tomarrow I'm going to bring her in my room so I can play with her :)

I finally got around to setting up my wireless internet, so now my mom will be able to use the laptop I bought her. Tomarrow I have to get dad to take my car to the garage to get freeon (sp?) put in it. You know, the crap that makes the air conditioning work. It all leaked out when they were fixing the radiator. After the fucking deer hit me. That's right. It hit ME damnit.

I'm going to start going to the Y again soon. I need to get in shape again. Not that I was ever in really good shape, but this time last year I was about 30 pounds smaller and I had lots of energy and stuff. I felt really good. Now I feel like shit. So since I'm taking time off from school I really don't have any excuse not to work out lol

Chinese mafia?

I had this dream that I was dating this guy, and we lived in a city. We had an apartment and the main door was right next to the street. So basically you opened the door, walked up some steps, and there was our apartment. Anyway, I dreamed we were in the middle of having sex, when a bunch of people knocked on the door. We answered the door and they said they were the Chinese mafia and that they had just killed a guy. They wanted us to get rid of the evidence (which was a wooden stick and a vile of blood) or they were going to kill us. So I was really freaking out and I wanted to hurry up and get rid of it, but the guy I was dating was like "oh don't worry about it, we'll figure it out later."

Thats all I remember from the dream lol

Except for the fact that all the mafia guys were wearing yellow "Hawaiian" style shirts lol

First post...

I figured since I have this account I might as well actually use it. I have a Xanga blog that I write opinioned essay type stuff in...and I have a MySpace blog which is mostly friends only...so I figured I'd use this one as an actual "every day type stuff" blog that everyone can see.

So, ta da! This is my first post. Yay!